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I feel as though I've said very little here lately. Rambling about baby stuff. Occasional rants about insurance or local politics. Gang, I don't think this is going to be a very high-content journal for a while. Don't know what it is. I've been fine for the past 3 months, but I am -- for whatever reason -- in a bit of a funk and bone tired no matter how much sleep I get. I think it's just that I'm worried about going back to work and I somehow feel like at the end of 3 months, I have nothing to show for my time off.

That's complete crap of course. My daughter is a healthy happy little bug and I've truly enjoyed the time I've had. That should be enough. And yet -- I just feel like I didn't finish anything -- and that annoys me no end. Somehow in 3 months I should have found time to "DO" something. All I've done is mundane chores and Christmas shopping. Thankyou notes are still unsent. Hell, my Christmas presents aren't even in the damn mail. (Although they have mostly been bought, thanks.) Anyhow, I could excuse myself by the list of things that have competed for my time and attention, but that's missing the point. Anyhow, as I'm not going to come to any glowingly interesting conclusions just now, I guess I'll close this up. But when you see me next, cut me some slack if I'm a bit on the mute and not exactly perky side. Nothing is desperately wrong, so you needn't worry really. I'm just a bit off. Will hopefully improve after the holidays.

Posted by karen at December 18, 2002 12:00 AM